heyoOOo people, gosh its been awhile!! whats been happening? well stephanie be at work and is beyond beyond bored and its only 9.20am. i get to finish before 2 today because noone's here hahaha how excitment ladies and gents! its 2 days from xmas. OMFG meaning only another 9 days til 2006 RAHHHH!!!! funk the years fly. i haven't accomplished anything so can we slow it down? blah blah blah.

pauls mass was last monday, marking the one year since his passing. you may have left us in the physical sense, but no matter how many years pass, the memories and the love that you shared with the ones you left behind can ever be forgotten. r.i.p paul thanh nguyen. forever within our hearts.

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i've bascially done 1/10000 of my xmas shopping meaning i have a nice few hours to squeeze in today to finish that. mind you i've been shopping like a mad bitch, just not for anyone else but myself. hahaha god i hate xmas. shoot me.

so whats doing people? for xmas and nye? me? OH NOTHING!!!! well probably get drunk somewhere on the streets of western sydney, hence, bro's house. EXCELLENTO!!

OH OH OH, i've got to enlighten you all on asian frakish old men. well it started on wednesday noon, when me and kissy headed off to cabra to get our KK present done, oh i know WHY CABRA you say? i say BUDGET YO! anyways beating around the bush here, we went and got *undisclosed* made and *undisclosed* required a name and phone number in which the person making can contact you to inform you when to pick it up. so been the smartass cookie i am i typed in "RAH" and "000" hahaha RAH as in "RAHHHHHH i'm trying to scare you with my oh so secutive breath" but the old man made me give me my real number, not thinking twice *smacks head* i did. blah blah blah picked up the *undisclosed* and headed for parra westfields... walking along doin our thang doin our thang. i get a sms "hey rah, the only thing hotter than this weather is you" BAHAHAHAHAHAHA i thought it was gold!!! they thought my name was RAH, kissy was mad. so was i.. when she explained that it was unethical blah blah blah. CLASSIC!!! how rude, anyways was going to sms back "see you in court bitch" but then didn't *smacks head twice* HE WAS LIKE 50!!!! i think it was another old man around 40 that did it cos i saw the way he eye-fancied my nicely distributed acne ON MY FOREHEAD!! you fucken bastards! anyways thats killed 10minutes of my life. i'm so so so HOT hahahaha NOT!!

what else is there to blog about??? doot doot doooo

OH OH OH... oh nothing

since starting at amadeus i've finished two novel. tell me i'm good. oh i know i know. does it matter its less than 200 pages long and has font size 20? indeed not. i'm not joking. kissy's proud, betcha you're dabbing your eyes from proud-ness aren't ya babe? there there babe you knew i needed to start reading some day. even if its about 14y/o girls english girls. I WANT A HORN ADVISOR!!!!

i'm bored. shirley was right, i offically work for ebay. no joke.

 

bored bored bored

much love all

oOOo. oOOo might head to skygarden tonight, whats the verdict fellow club-ber-inos?? if not verandah it is. bamboo stinks!!

amadeus australia-- that is where i am currently employed. LoL does anyone even read this anymore? i'm assuming everyone just reads my live journal now, which is, may i add just as boring. however, you do get the odd eye candy here and there.

whats been happening since my last blog? hahaha too much to recap. well i got this receptionist job (thanks to shirley) all i'm not exaggerating when i say all i do is ebay, eat, toilet, talk on the fone and the odd task here and there. mind you i'm always eager to do work because it does kill a lot of time. =p you wont hear me saying that often. its my fourth day here and i must say its not what i expected. i expected to sleep on the job, but im always wide awake. too good. my lunch break is every 1pm-2pm and the girls (me, shirley, karen and dee) all manage to meet up at pitt street to have lunch (shop) and piss-bolt back to work everyday. how fucken talented are we ladies? too talented i say. as i'm writing this blog, i can hear myself reading.. LoL LOOK AT WHAT AMADEUS HAS DONE TO ME???? in and out, i'm content, with work that is. did i mention this is my first ever job thats not woned by family? hardiharhar

as for my love life? wha tcan i say. i haven't got the pleasure to be in pocession of one. whatsoever. and it kills me. i know i can be in love, once my heart allows me to. the song tamia-if i were you reminds me alot of how i'm feeling minus the fact ive got noone to say that too. hardiharhar. i went to verandah last week, and saw someone, and we were.. lets say "intimate" and people that know me witnessed it, knowing full well it was going to get back to the ex, for once i didn't mind if he knew everything. what have i got to loose? nothing. nada. and so he knows. oh embarrsement #383764640 of stephanie le hue huynh's short lived life occured. don't want to bore you with insignificant details. but yeah EMOTIONAL BREAK DOWN (embarrasment) and i would like to take the opportunity to aplogise to my eurotrash buddy. and my baby girls. ew-- never wanna go thru that again.

moving right along...
what is there to blog about? seriously.
Marcs are having a 25% off everything sale, i went before, want to buy heaps of shit but yeah been the sickbitch i am, i left my creditcard on my desk last night after purchasing my new number plate (will go into details further down the blog.) Oh im so bored, can anyone tell? Seriously i sit here and noone even looks twice at me, maybe because im a grot and refuse to brush my hair, but stiiiill. Oh i realised to that when i dont brush my hair and just tie it, it gives me a bit more oh an omph look, you know OMPH? like im a hobo but sexy hobo? you feeling me? OH i also considered the fact that maybe because im black could contribute to the reason why no one notices me THEN i realise the lights are so bright here, if there were ghost they would be visible. blah blah blah
someone just recieved wine, oOOO how possshay. might take a sip? hardiharhar JOKES ladies and gents JOOOKES!!!!

i answer the fone with my mad intro-- get this "amadeus australia stephanie speaking" and most of the time noone lets me finish my intro, except shirley who calls just to make me feel a tad more special. hahaha i find that rude, dont you? nah not really. actually most of the time i get a bEEEEEEEEEp because rude people fax things over to our landline HELLLLO receptionist going insane please do not toy with her sanity!!!!!

OH number plate.. i was at work yesterday and i fiddling with the rta site and worked out a numberplate, because im so smart that is, not because i had 8 hours to kill and had nothing better to do. OH you'll never guess what it is, unless i've told you. i tried SP01LT but some marzafunker took it. rude.

anyways.
i need a man.
someone sign me up for one.
haven't done this in awhile
excited.
scared.
must.do.this.stephanie.le.hue.huynh.
you'll be right...
they always turn out ok in the end

much love
ps. please excuse any grammar error, this blog is so long and boring even I MYSELF don't want to reread to edit. LMAO!!!

i've noticed i only blog once a week. i shall change that and make it more frequent. hopefully.

since the last blog. i sat for two mid-semester exams which i am not at all proud of. but my fingers are tightly crossed. i got my accounting exam back, initially my reaction was WTF!!!! and then when i heard about the averages and my ranking i was like oRHhh shit im so the bomb!!! so im not that dumb afterall.

i got my hair cut too. when it was first nicely done.. goddamn i looked 12 and different, THEN when i washed it and dried it myself i looked the friken same!! just with about 10cm chopped off in length. hahaha. $38 and i look the same. thanks.

went to visit paulie with kissy, daniel, freddy and peter on wedesday. dude-- we miss you heaps!! can't believe its been this long but when i think about all thats happened without you i can't believe its only been this long.

my car went in for service. fucksake i don't think i can hack all the liabilities that comes with a car. *shivers* money here money there. ANYWAYS we had a series5 320i for a "curtosy" car (that cost $25) and it was noice noice. it had the keyless iginition? would highly recommend it for a family car!

OH yeah went to a new dermantologist up in kogragh. better work this time. i'd be stirred x50 if it doesn't. cost me $135 consultation, $25 medication (each 2 weeks), $60 medicated creams and $230 for daily moisturising pack. like i said i'd be stirred x50.

friday headed up to the city with kissy and jz, so jz could hand out her resumes. met up with shirlz for lunch and then went shopping for a bit. bought 2 minkpink tops and supre knee length cargos. kissy bought a cutie vest and a minkpink top and jz got a "sienna miller" boho dress/top. at night planned to stay in but the got irritated and dragged jz shirlz and brillo to space for urban showdownII. it was one funny night. had fun. saw heaps of familiar faces.

last night, the girls and chrussins opt for a hotpot dinner. one word-- HOT!! poor shirley could only eat 1 fish ball every 10minutes, then made it every 5minutes when we diluted the soup. hahaha. we had so much food left it wasn't funny. i think tad went a bit googooyaya with the boc-choi. after dinner got a bit irritated again and headed off to martin place bar for bamboo with jz, alfonoso, danny and fuckface, then met up with bro and thao. lets just say NO FUCKEN COMMENT. SHIT NIGHT. GOT HOME AT 5.30am TO BE GREETED BY MY MOTHER. excellent. on a better note finally met janice from uni-- you're so petite and cute girl.

stuvac's over and done with. got no work done. YER BABY!! have two exams tomorrow, can't wait til there over and done with. haven't done much at all all week. shopped shopped and shopped a lil more (with my world-- shirley!! "SINGLE AND FABOULOUS") which means i have no money left whatsoever.

don't you hate random drivers that scream out stupid things out at you when you're driving? i DO. and these days i seem to retaliate back twice as stupid. FULLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like funk me dead losers! the funniest i've gotten was "take your top off" <-- err which top are you referring to? *scratches head*
i'm so cocky its beyond funny.

"i wonder what my future husband is doing right now"-- isn't that cute? well kissy said it like a few hours ago. and its stuck in my head. arhHH i really do wonder... *ponders*
can you tell me his name?
this life long search is going to drive me insane
how does he laugh?
how does he cry?
what's the colour of his eyes?
does he even realise i'm here?

i miss you so much right now. yes you. when i look into your eyes i want to find me and just me, but i see others. and as selfish as i seem... i don't want to share you.

have you ever felt that life was so good for you that nothing (or noone) could possibly make it that inch better? that you're so content with life and every aspect of it that even that extra lil thing (or someone) wouldn't/couldn't be able to make your ever-so-big grin extend any longer?

well guess what? *jumps up and down* hahaha yep yep that lil thing (someone) came along not long ago. and has made my smile extend to reach my ears and enlarged it to make it look like that half-cut-watermelon size.

daAAaRhHh!!

its my 20th today. yes it is. and what a day its been. fucksake.

nothing much's been happening.

had my accounting exam today. think (hope) i went OK. hope so. haven't slept properly since tuesday night. *sighs* "stop haunting me at night...please" <--- literally! the late night visits must stop. here. now. today... i cant take the sleepless nights you put me through you _ _ _ _ _ _ prick!! ok maybe just one more "oh im just fighting temptation"

its my 20th on monday. i aint feeling it. nah uh. not one bit. wish i can act my age sometimes, but then again maybe i'll never grow up since i'm the baby of the family.. doesn't help when your family tolerates the immature acts you put upon them. ie. constant burping, farting, shit talking, hitting and whinging. yes i whinge. GOBSMACKED huh?

its funny when i think about the things i do to my dad... this story is my mum's all time favourite when she's trying to emphasise to friends and family how friken lazy/whingy i am.. once i stood at the top of our stair case and called my dad up while screaming i had something real urgent to tell him.. poor dad does it and ends up having to piggy back me all the way down just cos i couldn't be funked to walk. LMAO. mind you this man has a smaller frame than i do. i would hate me if i wasn't me.

so yeah. im 20 in 2 days. funk me dead.

im trying to score a job at kissy work so i have someone to hang out with. sad. the shit got a job at *beep* and im left with nothing to do these days cos usually im with her. quite selfish if you ask me? lol. get fired already funker!!! nah jk jk i love kissy. she's my baby girl. reow. and she puts up with my shit. hehehe muah muah muah. i love my other girls too cos they put up with the shit kissy wont lol. oh im just annoying.

i lurve chicken stuffing everyone. yum. yum. yum. YNUMMMMY!!!!!

well today i had
- combination seafood rice noodles
- lasange with baked potatoes

been thinking heaps lately about my life. don't know exactly where i'm heading anymore...

on the topic of life, love arises. in life i believe we get more than one chance at finding love but i also believe that if you take to long pondering the "what ifs" you'll be stuck with the one for the rest of your life. i haven't left my comfort zone with him. its been over 4months but i'm still scared. uneasy. terrified. what is it that i'm so scared of? maybe of the fact that i might find happiness else where. and he'll still be there wondering "what if" while he misses out on those extra love-life-lines that passes him by... not a day goes by that i don't think to myself just forgive and forget what happened. don't look back on the past and build a future on what we've shared over the years, but inside i know that whatever happens, as big as my smile is on the outside, what happened burnt a hole inside my heart and there's noway i can forget. time seems to be running out for me to make my ultimate decision, move forward with him or without him? the burden of this decision seems to be weighing heavier and heavier as the days, weeks, months are passing me by. who would of thought after all this time she's back at square 1. dumb dumb dumb. now that the games have been played more players are going to be hurt. fucksake. when did 19 become so difficult? mama never told me...